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-i wanted a nokia n95 8gb. then i didn't want it. now i want it again.

-i think my photos look better coming from a 400D than a 5D.

-THREE upcoming model photoshoots! i can't wait to boost my portfolio.

-i know JUST the place to store my portfolio photos. it's in this tiny canon 5D mk2-shaped thumb drive my dad got for me. 2GB is all i need for all the glory :) finally, a birthday present put to perfect use.

-my left eyelid has been twitching non-stop for the past few days. daren says it's a bad omen. if it's taking days, then it's probably apocalypse.

-went out to watch jennifer's body with sean today. i've never seen magan fox in such a disgusting state. but there was plenty of making out scenes, including a lesbian one. LOL

-i've found my comfort in many things: FOOD, PHOTOGRAPHY, CLUBBING and ION ORCHARD. every friday is good food friday (GFF). be it serangoon gardens or anywhere else, i deserve good food for the whole week of shit work. photography, simply put, is LIFE. clubbing not so much now, maybe once a month the most. it's only used as a last resort to destress, which means that if i hit the dancefloor i had a dreadful week. ion orchard is the place to be--i don't know why but it takes away my thoughts.

-i recently had many nightmares while sleeping in camp. they made no sense (as most of my dreams do).

1. Apocalypse. it was watching the world being overcome by a huge wave. the only things i remember seeing were cars exploding while the waves hit, which is not scientifically possible.

2. Empty Streets. walking along the streets of town in singapore when there was no one around. it was early evening, say 5pm and the stores were all closed. not a single soul. it felt like the will smith zombie show (forgot what it's called). then i walked past a club entrance and heard loud bass + music. it was a happy moment for a few seconds because suddenly there was life, but upon walking in i realised the music was playing but not a single soul was around. this left me with an empty, hollow feeling that plagues me until today. you won;t understand what i'm going through.

3. the Swimming Pool. i don't know why but at one point in time i love the SAF pineapple tarts (those cube-shaped ones). i took a lot of them to eat in bunk or bring home. the next thing i knew i had some kind of swimming lesson and when i wanted to eat the tarts the instructor told me they were being used as training equipment (WTF?) like those colourful plastic rings that you throw into the pool and dive down to retrieve. instead, to my horror when i dived down i saw that the entire swimming pool floor was covered in pineapple cube tarts. funny, but meaningless.

-i think i might be putting my class 2B on hold to apply for a class 3. but i don't do things halfway so i'll still complete my 2b just for the sake of getting a license (and perhaps the job opportnity of being a pizza delivery boy if the economy becomes REAL bad. HAHAHAHA)

-my headphone amp is making weird crackly noises whenever i adjust the volume. :(

-just bought an electro-house/hard house album by david guetta two weeks back. one of the best dance albums i've ever gotten. (SEXY BITCH)

-currently listening to:
1. david guetta
2. black eyed peas
3. corinne may
4. tenacious d
5. r&b + hiphop forever
6. jason mraz
7. david foster & various artists
8. augustana
9. lady gaga
10. pearl jam

-pulled over a damn courteous warrant officer on lim chu kang road two days back. if only all bookings were as smooth as this.

-need some new shoes, new speaker sytem, birkenstocks, guitar strings, contact lens solution and bedsheets.

-gonna try out making cadbury hot chocolate with a shot of baileys this weekend.

-can't wait for pay day in 4 days.

-i'm going back to church. i'm gonna look for the inner peace that i lost before.

-AND i'm going on holiday soon. all my leave days are in december. :)

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