Sunday, June 01, 2008

the suffering faith

why, God, do i only turn to you when i'm in difficult situations instead of happy and resolved ones?

why, God, do i keep straying from you when deep inside i know that you're always watching and there can be no one else?

why, God, am i so unfaithful and being fully aware of it but not doing anything?

why, God, does this happen everytime but it seems i'll never break out of it?

why, God, do i keep apologizing each time it happens but don't take time off to address your love when i'm done?

why, God, am i losing my grip on you?


why, God, do you still keep me alive when i don't seem to be able to fulfill even a small requirement like this?



i've let you down.

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