yelling at brick walls & punching windows made of stone

it's going to be Valentine's Day again.

like last year, i wouldn't be surprised if i have to go through it alone.

no, i won't be sad or whatever.



it's just that.

i have too many things to worry about.

i can't even succeed in getting people to STAY.

not to mention.

having a date.



in fact, it'd be better if i didn't.

cos' i'm afraid my worries and thoughts of failure would simply make it unfair to my date.

even if that didn't, my conscience would. i think.








so.

sorry if you'd planned in asking me out in the first place. (like anyone ever does.)