final looks

Turn away

If you could get me a drink

Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded

Call my Aunt Marie

Help her gather all my things

And bury me

In all my favorite colors

My sisters and my brothers, still

I will not kiss you

Cause the hardest part of this, Is leaving you.

Now turn away

Cause I'm awful just to see

Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body

All my agony

Know that I will never marry

Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo

But counting down the days to go.

It just ain't living

And I just hope you know

That if you say

Good-bye today

I'd ask you to be true

Cause the hardest part of this,

Is leaving you

Cause the hardest part of this

Is leaving you.

it really is true--you never really treasure what you have until it's no longer with you.

it was a worthy experience, every second of it.

i didn't think as such when i was in it.

now, i do.

and i miss it real badly.

i should've done and appreciated more.

what's the point of looking back?

but still, i miss everyone there. you guys were just wonderful.

i'll try not to cry.